a collection of words
V - nettle
wasted ten whole years in exposition
did your best to stay around and listen
or watch it die
when everyone arrives
you’ll never feel alive
dismissive souls allign
dismissive souls divide
admission or repine (do you)
cause everyone will die (or leave you)
we won’t be there again
another year another friend
and when a good thing begins
a dozen great things will end
we dug our holes and lied within them all
we dug our holes and lied
vicarious remission
vicarious conditions
our cells begin their division
if we remain in our walls
in our larval state
we contort and come alive
we are indistinct
VI - letting the right one in
i lied awake
each breath that I fake
the less that you make
the more that they take
they won’t even know
they will need to grow
they don’t even know
they will feed to grow
when I stood there
were beyond thinking now
she’s tied away
in scarlet bouquet
the more that I fake
the same old mistakes
they won’t even know
they don’t need to grow
they dont even know
will I feed to grow
and how easily I need to be controlled by you
can you see it?
mosaic, of faces?
III - hierophant
it doesn’t matter what you say I’m going over and over
and in the middle of it ill sit out against your work
but maybe you want
or maybe you want
oh maybe you want
you want it all
maybe you want
or maybe you want
oh maybe you want
you want it all
it wasn’t like you to run away
thought less, I guess you’d stay
it wasn’t like you to run away
thought less, I guess you’d stay
it wasn’t like you to run away from everything
i guessed your way
i tried so hard it was the only thing that I let away
but not so easy where I wasn’t left with a word to say
he wasn’t for it when it came to be that he was the prey
we screamed so loudly when we proudly overcame into clay
was it right?
to decide?
when all that’s left is our intention to writhe
what have we found?
were broke down but not out
stuck in the fervor of self doubt
nether you’re so clever
so devout
never let me sever
this amount
help me now
I/II - vertigo
i’m so sick of it
every day is spent
when peering from the window
i tried to still the echo, I can’t
what a years its been
ive got nothing to show for it yet
“oh I know”
oh I need to know, but I’m done now
were done now
it’s not right, to leave us out on everything
to let our insides out
don’t have a grip on anything,
i know how you feel now
oh I notice, I hope it changes
an empty day dream,
but ill stay wating
I got rid of it,
what was I to do with a regimen?
I can’t even wake up alone.
under the cloak of medicine,
it takes a part of you as it’s own
“oh I know”
oh I need to know, but I’m done now
undone now
stay, through the night
stay, through night
say,
anything to get me through the night.